Chris works 9 hour days Mon-Thurs and only 4 hours on Friday. Granted this doesn't always hold true because things do come up at work, but for the most part we start our weekends at lunch on Friday. Chris makes pancakes on Saturday mornings and Kenzee plays naked in the living room. I wear my pajamas all day. I love spending time with my family.
These 2 and a half days make me long for more though...it is never enough. It makes me think every weekend how I need to conquer my fears about Arbonne and talking to people and get into high gear and make this happen for our family so everyday can be like the weekend.
I do work hard at it and I have talked to tons of people and I have had lots of setbacks, but there is always more I can do and always someone out there who has it really rough that made it happen for their family that inspires me to keep going.
Sometimes I wish I could see the future, but what fun would that be? I know that I am learning from every rejection and every hard night, every cancellation and zero volume party and God is growing me in personal development. I know that my story will someday help out another struggling consultant the way so many consultant's stories help me now. When will it happen though????
I know many of you reading this (not there there are that many people that read this blog) may not understand what I am talking about, but it helps me to get it off my chest. There are also probably those of you out there who think that I will never get there, that NWM doesn't work. That only inspires me more.
I have to keep telling myself that I will be an RVP! I will drive a white Mercedes! I just so badly want it to be soon!
Thanks for listening!
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